Apologies for not being around lately.
I have had several 'ups and downs' moments lately that have caused me immense stress so I have been trying to deal with that more than anything else on a 'one-thing-at-a-time' basis.
I've had work giving me grief about my MS. A meeting at The Hospital for Neurology at Queens Square tomorrow that will inevitably lead to a trial drug period. This will either make me worse or improve my condition. So I have been worrying about those things mainly.
I had a lovely 'catch-up' with my friend Sandra last Saturday. I drove quite a distance, which I haven't been able to do for a while but it was worth it. Not only to see Sandra but also I think to prove to myself that I can still do things like that. As long as it's not a regular thing and I give my body plenty of time to recover it is definitely something I would do again as it was just lovely to feel 'normal' again. We barely touched on my illness other than general enquiries and it was really nice to just step out of my box and just be me.
It's a shame really because, I have friends who haven't really been able to speak to me since I told them and that makes a bit sad. At the end of the day, it's their problem, not mine... so why am I being punished? I'm still me, just a little bit wonky.
I have made loads of cards since my last post so bear with me and I will get them all uploaded to my laptop then onto my blog.
Thank you for your patience.
Love and hugs
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